Night Night.
Cx
Sweet Dreams......

A second with you
..lasts for a lifetime x
Forever in my thoughts... if not my arms
Where are you now?....
Perhaps the new poem should now read:
Every day I watch the sunrise - it always reminds me of you
It spreads a golden blaze of light across the sky so blue
It warms my heart, it makes me smile, and it lifts my soul on high
It makes me want to spread my wings and to your bosom fly.
You are the sun, you are the light, you bring great joy to me
Your golden rays pervade my world and your love comes through to me....
No words can ever express how I feel
No touch will ever feel the same
No smile will ever quite light the passion and fire
..and no horse drag me from this terrible mire..
Fun and love so intense was always destined to explode
And now life has all but blown apart
A flame burns inside causing pain and deep strife
…but there it will be nurtured ..for the rest of my empty life.

Time comes from nowhere and sweeps us through the day
It guides us closer to the grave in which, one day we all must lay
Distorting our very perception, it hides in the night as we sleep
Its unrelenting progress destroys memories that we long to keep
But worst of all when lovers are together and their bodies feel as one
It passes at the speed of light and hours, like seconds, run
but later when apart and yearning has gripped our soul
It slows to a painful snails pace and you suffer…. in a deep dark hole…..
My heart is aching, it weeps for the memory of you
My eyes are sore, no longer blessed with that stunning view
My arms they are empty – your form is nowhere to be found
My life is now worth nothing ..your love has gone to ground…..
First there is resolve.. and at first it is only weak
Then weakness resolves and resolve is at its’ peak
Then the foundation is laid for the wall
And slowly each day another brick answers its’ call
Slowly but surely the wall gains in height
And your love and affection disappear from the light
Already your feeling of warmth is receding
Despite all of my texts and futile pleading
Another brick lifts the anti and I watch as you slowly fade
And I regret every decision about you that I’ve ever made
A few layers of brick are left to complete
They will block out the light and signal defeat
Will your wall make it up to the sky?
Or will you stop and give it one more try?
What is right – I do not know
All I know is that I love you so
Every brick that you place on the wall so high
Is a weight that I must carry ‘til the day I die
If the final brick is placed to complete your wall
Then that will be a day when my whole world will fall….
Sitting here all alone I'm wishing I was there
Nestling in your loving arms and stroking silken hair
I've lost the way and can't press on, the world is closing in
My actions had a hefty price and no-one seems to win..
x